I don’t think that I can do it today.
I’ve got a bad feeling about the state of this place.
And all my thoughts feel vapid or vain.
The little voice inside of my head that tells me if I should or should be dead
hasn’t made a peep, and I’m feeling lost.
But I don’t want you to be another part of me I neglect until it’s too late.
My door is always open because the lock is broken but I don’t want you to see how I live.
No I don’t want to let you in.
I don’t think that I can do it today,
I’ve got a feeling that we’re all doomed and there’s nothing left to save.
I don’t think I like the look on your face.
It’s telling me that I’m losing your attention and I’ve got nothing worthwhile to say.
All this fucking effort to feel less lonely. I’ll save it for another day.
Would you deal with me when I’m just okay?
Would you be with me when I’m just okay?
What the fuck’s the point of only being okay?
I’ve been a warm body before.
I’ll give you the attention you’re looking for.
Because I know what you don’t but you soon will.
You won’t deal with me when I’m just okay.
You won’t be with me when I’m just okay.
What the fuck’s the point of only being okay?
credits
from Deals, Deals, Deals!,
released June 7, 2019
Lyrics by Diego medrano
Music by Ramona
supported by 44 fans who also own “Are We Having Fun Yet?”
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